Worrying to myself

Well..it seems like i stopped to wrote a blog for a long time...i think it almost took 1 month already..since my primary school my English language is very poor until can't say anything at all...i also don't know why? Tonight i choose to using English to writing my blog because i hope my English language will be improve a bit. Tomorrow starting my mid-term already, hopefully i finish my studying in Consumer behavior subject. I promise to myself i wont take the marks which less than 30..i want to get it higher than before..i want to challenge myself..This represent the self-esteem and self-actualization for me...please pray for me...Kathleen gambateh!!! God Bless You...^^